Guilty by Association

I remember when I used to be afraid to say shit Now I say whatever in a song for entertainment Most days I don't even feel awake I'm running out of shit to say in simple conversations I feel numb, I don't know what to do I don't know who to trust Who to keep, who to remove Focused on trying to find a way to improve I'm sick of people judging me who never walked in my shoes They couldn't last a motherfucking mile in these sneaks Feel like the only time I'm listened to is in these beats I'm just trying to get money and some regular sleep And learn to let go of hurt I thought I'd never release People tell me all the time about their problems Expecting me to lead them to a better outcome Got friends, but I'm more productive without them I love them equal but I hate the people that surround them Guilty by Association I won't let them bring me down Before I'm let down, I would rather let go Bitch, you gonna get left before you ever get close Guilty by Association I won't let them bring me down Before I'm let down, I would rather let go Bitch, you gonna get left before you ever get close I - stay on my toes I don't miss shit People used to hate on me Say I'm over-sensitive Now that they aware of the general consensus They be on my dick All up in my fucking mentions All up in my DM Talking about some bullshit I be trying to focus I'm dealing with some real shit I ain't trying to waste more time than I have to or have I don't got the luxury to play the back or relax I deal with depression on an everyday basis And know a couple people that would love to trade places They don't know what the f*ck I've been through They watch how I move and assume I'm elated Easily consumed by my moods and my hatred Of motherfuckers jumping in my life trying to say shit Don't even waste your breath You best save it You got the wrong one if I'm who you're trying to play with Guilty by Association I won't let them bring me down Before I'm let down, I would rather let go Bitch, you gonna get left before you ever get close Guilty by Association I won't let them bring me down Before I'm let down, I would rather let go Bitch, you gonna get left before you ever get close