Cain's Fortress

I really hate human kind But I more so hate being left behind When I tell myself I don't care I'm just lying Mmh-mmh I can't deny that I am cold It's not on purpose truth be told Deep down I just long to be adored, but lord I don't know how I should express myself When someone feels like getting closer I I build a wall to keep them far away Behind this wall I'm praying that they'll stay But I got Cain's mark on my forehead And people always turn their back Because they're scared they might get hurt by me Oh, I'm tired To run away from Me My legs are numb 'Cause my thoughts are heavy So could you hold my hand and Carry them with me? It's been a while since we've last talked The wall is thick, the door is locked These lonely nights I barely sleep at all Oh no Remember when you said you are So tired of being invisible? Well I have never seen someone as clear before But even when we are in the same room We're both enclosed in our own fortress gloom You touched my soul with yours and we got burnt Our silence has devoured the love we earned And the warmth got lost, the trust is broke I walk my path and you walk yours But I am slowly drowning in this world Come unveil The self I'd like to be It's buried deep In a desert city And when I say let go can you Please hold onto me? Your face lit green as you observe Your features in the mirror There's something highly sensual that's blurred In your eyes With golden rope I wish I could Reattach that disconnected look To the reflection standing before you, if I could And the sheer greed you hide behind your gaze Is something that will never fail to amaze me And in my dreams we're dancing in the woods The ink on you is speaking to my wounds And we hide in caves, we climb on trees We buzz about like angry bees Give me the chance to love you like I could Hmmmm...