Ain’t go as planned

I'm as close as it can be when you wanna call I'm as close as it can be when you right or wrong I seen a lot of shit, I beg the differ, what you wanna know I done been there before I done been there before Had to get up with the dirt off my shoulders Had to find out who I am as a man I had to take a step back couldn't result to the plan It didn't go as planned It didn't go as planned It didn't go as planned It didn't go as planned Had to get it up before they noticed Couldn't figure out like why It ain't going As planned I made decisions to understand I see the visions that you can't Weight on my shoulders was too vast I was just moving way too fast Egotistically I might crash How I'm feeling ain't nobody asked Had to keep it confidential did that for my mental It was hard but I had to get up It was hard but I had to get up I had to separate from the ones around me I had to separate for me to find peace Walk around with that weight on my shoulders know I won't hesitate, cock back, blow you Im my own man, gotta understand I guess it's a different route for me to go up I'm as close as it can be when you wanna call I'm as close as it can be when you right or wrong I seen a lot of shit, I beg the differ, what you wanna know I done been there before I done been there before Had to get up with the dirt off my shoulders Had to find out who I am as a man I had to take a step back couldn't result to the plan It didn't go as planned It didn't go as planned It didn't go as planned It didn't go as planned