Rip Moneqoe

I don't think I feel the love no more, baby No more, no more, no more I said baby, I think that I chose enough No more, it's like you don't want my love No more, it's like you don't want my love No more, baby I don't think I feel the love no more, baby No more, no more, no more I said baby, I think that I chose enough No more, it's like you don't want my love No more, it's like you don't want my love Some shit just not easy as it's made to be Try to feed me with regret to make a scene Remember Mema came and watched my brother in Peewee league Shout out Peewee, man, that nigga's thorough as it can be Need my pockets swole like it got stung by bees Bad bitch eating dick like it's wings and things Had to lay up off a drink, I was seeing things This shit deeper than you think, I know what it brings I apologize to all my fans I know I've been slacking on the plan I've been going through some shit you'll never understand Pray my high just won't decline cause it'll hurt the land Remember with my cousin, I tried xans for the first time Shit I'm knowing I ain't understand around the first time Everything that I was taught, I learned it from my mother Never seen her hurt as deep since that shit with my brother If I say I love you got my heart just like no other R.I.P. Moneqoe, no, life ain't fair, this shit ain't easy When mama find out how you died, she ain't take this shit easy Took her own life and hung herself, that shit unreal Ma said they was best friends ever since they was little I know life is dukkha, take it day by day to live Lot of shit on my mind, last year can hardly heal Tryna find some time in my heart to make this real On my road to become a man Already know this shit ain't easy but I got a plan Blow my brain's over a wall if I'ma take a stand Wanted to give up all this rapping, shit ain't go as planned I'm an open book, ain't no declining for my dreams Try to overlook this shit, you know it ain't what it seems All the mistakes I made, that shit ain't never defining me Knowing it's not okay but I'm still gracious for what it brings You don't care about how I feel, don't know my means Had to watch them bury my grandma in the leaves It's a lot of shit, tryna go legit, I put it in work repeat Hiding from demons in the forest with no shoes on my feet You crying alone, see tears on the leaves Worrying about watching what I'm doing, you don't contribute to my needs When my mama found out about her son, she broke down to her knees It's too much, I can't let go for nothing, I never wanna breathe R.I.P. nikka, Moneqoe Thats my mama's friend, She hung her self Bathroom, shower rod or something like that Tied a t-shirt around her neck and took her own life Shit crazy though But I'm already knowing life ain't fair Learning to take this shit day by day And you keep pushing, you keep thriving It's all about surviving, you know That shit selfish to take your whole life When you got a lot of people that love you Always remember that You're not alone