Still trynna cope

I've been trying to keep my mental Steady trying to survive all the shit I've been through Manipulating with your tactics All of those lies that you said I seen through I've been trying to survive, so I let go I can't let you close, still trynna to cope Remember back when I was a kid Teachers tryna tell my momma that I'm slow She the one that let me live remember all summer we aint miss a meal She was working at a church Finding ways for her, cleaning up a spill Remember shell make me read all day I had to work on my skills I had to hop off them pills Tryna cure my ADD Moving around, tryna find a better me Learned over time that you gotta let it be When your soul is too broken Result on the anger, that ain't where I wanna be I was always well spoken Talking to mic just to get off my needs Shawty wanna blow a bubble on it, get on her knees Kick down the door, they ain't tryna let me We gotta roll before it get crazy Selfish actions get deterred they think the suppior, they looking at me crazy Shawty tryna use a lure on me I can't let you get disturbing me Shawty putting scars all over her body She tryna flash for paparazzi Going too fast in this wide body I gotta AR for some body posse Had to cut off who around, they ain't mean me good Let them know I need nobody Shawty acting stiff like she aint in my league Had to find who really real for my needs I've been trying to keep my mental Steady trying to survive all the shit I've been through Manipulating with your tactics All of those lies that you said I seen through I've been trying to survive, so I let go I can't let you close, still trynna to cope Remember back when I was a kid Teachers tryna tell my momma that I'm slow She the one that let me live remember all summer we aint miss a meal She was working at a church Finding ways for her, cleaning up a spill Remember shell make me read all day I had to work on my skills