Adult Depression

Yea (Ooh, oh, oh) Turn me up a little (Mmm) Yeah (Ooh, oh, oh) It's my life I don't give a f*ck what no one says to me (But you don't fucking care, care, care) You don't know what it feels like to be me None of you do (Ooh, oh, oh) I don't give a f*ck bout you I don't even give a f*ck bout myself You really want me to be cold hearted Fucked up, man f*ck all this I done put too much of my effort before this shit even started Got me punching the walls, throwing up blood in my toilet 'Cause I'm sick to my stomach and my pride was left too unguarded It's that big crip nigga (Nigga, nigga) Heard she's feeling other niggas That's too mutual to my niggas Tried to flirt with other bitches And none of em' caught my interest This is that you told me not do F*ck it well I did it, alright I feel like I'm a victim of love A victim of heart, a victim of some shit I know of A victim of passion, a victim of childish crush Whatever it is, damn it it's affecting me much Got me feeling sensitive Whenever I'm telling her stuff This only happens to Amir and no one's giving a f*ck In due time, if you could see within my eyes It's no surprise, you'll feel deprived And plotting your demise 'Cause if you feel what it's really like to be me Walking 'round the house And wonder is mommy gon' beat me Walking 'round the house And wonder is her man gon' beat me I be so alone, why does everyone mistreat me? All I got is tears, 21 years I can't give no more Lord I did, Lord I really did Now it's time to go, oh Yo Boogs, man I'm telling you everything's gon' be alright Man, have faith keep ya head up I don't want advice, I don't want yo fucking pitty Keep the same energy you have when no one's fucking with me I was down bad, no one ever offered 50/50 I ain't asking for it but the realest niggas gon' get me I could sky rocket and blow up and go to the top But I'm so humble, I'll blow up and probably get shot But that's just karma from being nice to everyone I'll keep you out of drama and place the armor around everyone, uh 'Cause if you feel what it's really like to be me Walking 'round the house And wonder is mommy gon' beat me Walking 'round the house And wonder is her man gon' beat me I be so alone, why does everyone mistreat me? All I got is tears, 21 years I can't give no more Lord I did, Lord I really did Now it's time to go, oh Man aye cuzz f*ck all that, man We boutta go get this mother fucking money You in or you out? It's that big crip nigga (Nigga, nigga) I've been ready to take my anger out on way too many niggas I've been feeling like slapping bitches I've been feeling like loading clips in I've been feeling like blowing my brains out and still I never did it Do you feel offended? Am I pushing limits? Is gon' help me out, you gon drown me in it? Do I make you uncomfortable with shit I say in verses? Would you know how to handle to pain if you felt the way I'm hurting? And that's on my mama, though I suffer from my mama Though I suffer from my daddy Though I suffer from my problems Do I suffer with my granny? Though I suffer from my cousin Though I suffer from the streets And my family never loved me But you don't fucking care about me (Ooh, oh, oh, oh) I done had ADHD since elementary And all I ever wanted was someone to be a friend to me 'Cause if you feel what it's really like to be me Walking 'round the house And wonder is mommy gon' beat me Walking 'round the house And wonder is her man gon' beat me I be so alone, why does everyone mistreat me? All I got is tears, 21 years I can't give no more Lord I did, Lord I really did Now it's time to go, oh But you don't fucking care, care, care About me (Ooh, oh, oh)