In My Head

Hate that I feel this Trembling for no reason Cut myself off so nobody's able to see it Sanity's what I'm seeking Too bad I'll never keep it Run all I want but I can't hide from these demons Fight my throat from closing up on me Deprived of oxygen, it's getting pretty hard to breathe Suffocate while I wait to meet my destiny Contemplate if it's worth living in misery Stomach tied up in knots From swallowing my thoughts Can't seem to make them stop I'm trapped in my head Frayed wires in my brain Chewed up since I was named There's no winning this game It's all in my head Jaw clenched while I sleep Dreamt I lost all of my teeth Grind them away as I wake to my racing heartbeat Guess it's just part of me Not to discern reality Let my fixations take over and get the best of me Fight invasive thoughts out of my mind Delusions digging away that never know when to draw the line All this fake shit I blame for killing all my time What a waste of a life I've got to claim as mine Stomach tied up in knots From swallowing my thoughts Can't seem to make them stop I'm trapped in my head Frayed wires in my brain Chewed up since I was named There's no winning this game It's all in my head