Don't Feel Like

Don't feel like living Not the best experience for me When someone who hates you is right next to you always It always hurts, but hurting myself didn't take it Feels so much like dead when I see no one ever loved me before, before It's another day I'm already stressed to speak one word I wish for a life that's just a bit better I know that I deserve that, more than anything that I spoke of Feels so much like dead when I see no one ever loved me before, before So much time of hate but I seem to be stuck to you Never cursed you a single day even you did so much worse It's hard to hold my pain when everything turns back and haunts me Feels so much like dead when I see no one ever loved me before, before I loved you, I thought that you were mine I'm sorry, I'm sorry for loving you before, before