Monster

It's finally come Come to knock down my door I can't hide this time Like I hid before The storm is awake The danger is real My time's running out Don't feel, don't feel "Fear will be your enemy And death it's consequence" That's what they once said to me And it's starting to make sense All this pain All this fear began because of me Is the thing they see The thing I have to be A monster Were they right? Has the dark in me finally come to light? Am I a monster? Full of rage Nowhere to go, but on a rampage Or am I just a monster In a cage End this winter Bring back summer Keep your guard up No harm comes to her End this winter Bring back summer Keep your guard up What do I do No time for crying now I've started a storm Got to stop it somehow Do I keep on running How far do I have to go And would that take the storm away Or only make it grow I'm making my world colder How long can it survive? Is everyone in danger As long as I'm alive? Was I a monster From the start? How did I end up with this frozen heart? Bringing destruction To the stage Caught in a war that I never meant to wage Do I kill the monster? Father, you know what's best for me If I die will they be free? Mother, what if after I'm gone The cold gets colder And the storm rages on? No! I have to stay alive To fix what I've done Save the world from myself And bring back the sun End this winter Bring back summer Keep your guard up If I'm a monster Then it's true There's only one thing that's left for me to do But before I fade to ice I'll do all that I can to make things right I cannot be a monster I will not be a monster Not tonight Monster Monster Monster