intrusive thoughts

Today I hate them Should I burn my clothes? Nothing to wear Maybe I won't go Last time I left Every compliment My mind had altered To they didn't mean it I fight with my own head When it starts replayin Doors I haven't opened and ones I've closed Ideas change like the weather I know I know better But I almost veer right off the road I'm trying to filter Not let them sink in To say it's getting harder Is an understatement Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning? Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling? Back and forth If it's obvious I can't tell the difference Between what I want And intrusive thoughts Do they think I'm stupid For jumping in? I know I talk too much When I should listen Should I find new friends? Do I even need them? If I didn't reach out Would it make a difference? I'm trying to filter Not let them sink in To say it's getting harder Is an understatement Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning? Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling? Back and forth If it's obvious I can't tell the difference Between what I want And intrusive thoughts All of the sudden, unwanted thoughts rush in Keep passing through my head, I haven't acted yet But it makes me question, is it fact or suggestion? Maybe it's nothing, do they ever stop coming? I'm trying to filter Not let them sink in To say it's getting harder Is an understatement Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning? Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling? Back and forth If it's obvious I can't tell the difference Between what I want And intrusive thoughts Is it just an impulse, does it have deeper meaning? Is it a call to who I am or is it just a feeling? Back and forth If it's obvious I can't tell the difference Between what I want And intrusive thoughts