Doctor Please

I miss the days When I'd cry it away The weight on my chest In exchange for the pain But I just looked at you I tried to hate you I tried to rage I should've shown you all of the Pain you gave I tried to scream and shout But I just looked at you Clouds of black and blue would fill my eyes As I prayed that one day I'd live another life All those tally marks on my skin Couldn't count away the days of not Knowing where I've been Doctor please I don't need any other remedies Just four more of these And I'll be On my way Things just Aren't the same today Do you appreciate What it takes To feel something? More than numbness Used to be Full of promise Keep telling me lies I'll let 'em slide Just how they trained me Then you'll wake up one day And wonder Why does she hate me? You said I wish you were angry Tell me you hate me The silence is killing me Yeah, well that's what you get My tired heart can't look at you Clouds of black and blue would fill my eyes As I prayed that one day I'd live another life All those tally marks on my skin Couldn't count away the days of not Knowing where I've been Doctor please I don't need any other remedies Just four more of these And I'll be on my way Things just Aren't the same today Do you appreciate What it takes To feel something? More than numbness Used to be Full of promise