Body Pains

Isolate myself away Loathe everything I wish I could say That there's nothing For today They say their always here So I smile and keep workin But when I'm done they all disappear And they never check in When I cry in public They either laugh and walk away Or they say it will only last for today But I know it's a trick You all make me sick The best medicine is a smile But like alcohol it only lasts a while And I haven't suffered traumatically I am just really bad at being happy