BEST LIFE!

Saying I'm living my best life When I hate my fucking job Party with people I don't like Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk enough Tell you I'm living my best life But I actually self-destruct Tell you I'm living my best life And you're watching me f*ck it up I turn a good thing to a bad thing I'm always sad, like what happened I think your smile is distracting Is it real, is it acting I complain and never take action Just to see somebody's reaction Then I hide my pain behind passion My mental health is not fashion Saying I'm living my best life When I hate my fucking job Party with people I don't like Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk enough Tell you I'm living my best life But I actually self-destruct Tell you I'm living my best life And you're watching me f*ck it up And you're watching me f*ck it up And you're watching me f*ck it up She give me real love, and I doubt it Don't trust anybody around me Get drunk to keep myself grounded My depression's clouding my judgement I complain and never take action Just to see somebody's reaction Then I hide my pain behind passion My mental health is not fashion Saying I'm living my best life When I hate my fucking job Party with people I don't like Pour me a glass, I'm not drunk enough Tell you I'm living my best life But I actually self-destruct Tell you I'm living my best life And you're watching me f*ck it up And you're watching me f*ck it up And you're watching me f*ck it up