calcutta over and over (feat. sxundwve) şarkı sözleri
It goes over and over
I can't stop thinking about you
I just wanna live my life
With you here
It goes over and over
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't imagine a life
Without you here
Yeah, over and over, I got stuck in my flaws
Got the f*ck ups in my life written on these walls, yeah
Pages from my diary, written in my blood
You know I would give up anything for us
So I flip another page, I'm stuck in my old days
Memories flashin back, my mental health remains (It do)
PTSD inside, make me shoot out my brains
I guess that's what happens when you swerve out of your lane (Swerve)
I may have swerved too far, I think I mighta crashed
I thought we all worked together, but no ones got my back (No one)
Maybe one day, I'll find the one that god had sent (Yeah)
I'm pretty sure I found her, I'll go and take her hand (Uh huh)
I know that you love me, so come give me a chance (A chance)
Let's take a shot at that real life romance (Love)
I know I'm getting stuck, all up in my head
I know that life is hard, but know it's for the best
It goes over and over
I can't stop thinking about you
I just wanna live my life
With you here
It goes over and over
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't imagine a life
Without you here
It goes over and over
I can't stop thinking about you
I just wanna live my life
With you here
Live in denial
Of everything that could turn out well, I might go
Put up a pile
Of walls stacked up on each other, feel it's vital
And my mind spirals, can't let you in cause you'll probably tear me up
And it sucks, cause I'm young and yeah I've still been wanting love
Since like ten years old, got me left here cold
Feelings set in stone, still can't let this go
But I don't need it in my life because I'll be fine
And I don't need you here, maybe that's a lie
Repeating mistakes I never learn and seeming okay here on the surface
Think I should drift to the abyss where I don't have to be a burden
Think I'm on top of it but to be honest, I lie to myself way too often
I ain't the person you're looking for 'cause lemme tell you, this person is lost and
Why am I here?
Too confused
Look in the mirror, who are you?
Always known what it's like to lose
On this road, losing sight of who
I really am, I wish I had more to give
But I really can't and I'm sorry
(It goes) over and over
I can't stop thinking about you
I just wanna live my life
With you here
It goes over and over
I can't stop thinking about you
I can't imagine a life
Without you here

