NO ANGEL NO DEVIL

I can't hide pain or the truth What do i deserve, what did i do Cause now i, i lost myself Cause now i, i lost myself I'm no angel no, nor a devil I didn't fall from heaven nor have a heart that stable I am open, you can read me like a novel Im not nice but im good, im still gentle Try to let go, i cant forgive myself When i cry it feels like a living hell No answers, i dont even know myself I tried to end it, but im already in hell Im painted in black With wings on my back, i'm so confused My skins so cold But my heart is so warm, what did i do Cause now i, i lost myself Cause now i, i lost myself I'm no angel no, nor a devil I didn't fall from heaven nor have a heart that stable I am open, you can read me like a novel Im not nice but im good, im still gentle I cant hide pain or the truth What do i deserve, what did i do Cause now i, i've lost myself Cause now i, i've lost myself