In My Heart

The heaviness of my heart seems a burden to meWhatever they preachI have to look for people like meAnd so I have to join the wrongUnmindful of virtue I am eggier forThe pleasure of love more than for salvationI am seized by desire butI have to keep the darkness night hiddenIn the depth of my heartIt's the most bitter fateFate is against meIn love and virtueI am heartened by my promiseI am downcast by my refusalThere is nothing I need from anyoneExpect love and respect and anyoneWho can't give me those two thingsHas no place in my life be sure beforeI'll finishI intend to celebrate this hellI am involved in