Ambivalent

It's everywhere In the dark Like a silhouette baby I'm so lost lately Don't even know Where to go When I'm feeling so down You're making me feel so drowned What did I do Where did I go wrong I miss you so much But we don't belong I'm lost in the feels I wish you were gone It's time to wake up But it takes just so long I'll grind till I win I will not give up And i know that this came from within I just woke it up Why do I think in two sections Happy and depression I'm always in question Because of you You changed me for the worse It's a curse Yeah I wish it was reversed I can't trust you Watching the moon at night Go round I'm thinkin of you I got no clue Watching the starts collide Round two I'm thinking of you Hope I will make it through Nowhere to run Im trapped and I'm scared I look in your eyes With pain and regret Tears in your eyes You weren't prepared I guess I was right You never cared I'll grind till I win I will not give up And i know that this came from within I just woke it up I'm lost in the feels I wish you were gone It's time to wake up But it takes just so long I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent I'm so ambivalent