Halfway (Reflection)

Yeah, real talk I'll wreck these stages Yeah Haha Yeah, a lot of us struggle They dont really wanna But their souls are troubled They just really wanna find Peace and love Or maybe they're like me And wanna stay in their rut No I made this album for a reason Reflection is the only way to see Your freedom You gotta fight this pain The one and true healin CALICO wanted to be freed So they freed him I went to so many people for advice They told me how to live life But they were depressed themselves You cant even sell The bad thoughts it dwells Words can't explain what feels like hell Or maybe they can Pain suffering death and no lifespan That's what my mind felt like 2 years ago But now I'm back and ready To help the people at death row With suicidal thoughts You want them to smile everyday And pretend that their pain is no more What are you looking for Yeah what are you looking for You want them to smile You want them to laugh Then you find out that they put on a mask And then you get mad You really don't understand You do not understand No I have seen so many kids Slitting their wrists What do you want from them huh A smile? a laugh They do not want to exist No Some of them have come up to me begging for help This society has ruined these kids You're making them feel like hell I was one of these kids I was one of these kids Thinking I should never exist Just crying and suffering And thinking that I will never fit in These thoughts come in the millions Thinking they will always be alone I want this nation of people to listen to this Cause this will hit home I've been through the mud Don't get me started I've hated and waited And prayed for a day Where I planned to be departed If you get what I mean But don't be disheartened I aint the type to be quiet I do not care what they think I do not fear in the silence I fear in the nothing I just got God with me I will never be quiet, no I found a purpose and that was my music Money? Fame? Girls? It's so stupid I write for the people who say their excluded My name will help and motivate the included Chas west is my name I will make it known I promised myself Now it's written in stone I'll never forget When I was down and so low I'll rise again No respect for low blows Our minds are so different Overthink at the slightest Thing people say It's not fun Not the brightest But most of the time We are always the wisest One step ahead Our brains are just the ripest! We know when they're lying We know when they're fake We know cause our brains Are just always awake! "You're a mistake" "You're a mistake" That's what we think On the daily Not great Tears in their eyes as they're crying It hurts to watch It hurts to see with no help But that's exactly what I went through When they said they won't be any help That's what they said That's what they said I was completely alone for 1 year To scared to say anything So I just put on my mask And wiped all my tears You're not a mistake You're here for a reason I know that I can't convince you I know that I can't convince you But God gave me a gift And I'm ready to speak it I beat the fear I beat the fear I stabbed it And jabbed it My hand is now bleedin I'll fight for you guys I'll fight for you guys I'll take this crowd From seein To believin You're not alone You're not alone These are more than just words These are more than just words This is why I made CALICO This is why I made CALICO Ya hear me I SAID DO YOU HEAR ME Do you hear me Do you hear me Do you hear me Do you hear me Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Do you hear me No you don't Yeah I do No Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Reflection owns