The Beginning

Yeah, I'm about to go off Never gonna stop I'm about to face off This beat You're gonna see What CALICO can do cause it was meant to be I'm the real mc With the real energy So expertly Double jeopardy Triple intensity I'm gonna make this whole crowd move Every second week! Focused on it every single day I'm gonna really wanna find a way I'm gonna not stop until I get it I'm the real MC I won't stop or be so mean I'm gonna wreck these stages Read back and you might get it You can call me the outcast I know that Fast past blast cast Never gonna care Never gonna stop Call me the Main gain brain chain I'm the one and only Never gonna happen never gonna stop! These haters think my music is so brain dead So let's make it real That's right! Here's my little spiel I might be so underground right now But I am so underrated Call it the rise of the underdog haha! I am so aggravated! I'm in for the fans Let's get hyped Lets make plans Give me a vine and I'll top it Just call me Tarzan! I'm tryna do what they couldn't do Making a name in a middle school It will happen God give me a miracle Give me a miracle! Yeah, and when I get famous I will not be so mainstream My words are so powerful They'll call it morphine Never be unseen Never be unclean This is our theme That's how we scheme! They carry the fakeness So please just watch out they're in your corner Hyping you up Then they leave as soon as you struggle Like where are you now? (Gone) I was there when you were down But when I struggled you let me drown? What's that about? Yeah, I like being more real Let's talk about what people go through That's right they wanna kill themselves Believe it or not but that's what I went through But now I am better I know I can help you Music is more then just listening to words Music can help you understand and immerse Some people struggle with depression Some struggle with afflictions Some struggle with obsession Some struggle with addictions All people struggle believe it or not No, no one's perfect I will never be the same anymore These lyrics are made with a purpose! I'm always putting different masks on Acting like I'm always fine when I'm not Talking to God like "why am I like this?" In my room and I plot Everything that I'm not But I give it all that I got I have never been average (average) Put the pen to the pad and the plan has a plot! My flow is so quick You would think it is racing I'm over the fakeness But I am still pacing It's making me nervous The clouds are just raining I'll never be stopping I'll never be chasing The things that are average You're always complaining I'm hearing it always Your voice is so draining Maintaining the people Who think they are gaining When that is not true CALICO is now reigning! You know, I wanna tell you a little bit about my life My dad and dog died in 2015 When I was 7 years old My mentor Peter raised me ever since then But he died just a couple weeks ago I was suicidal in 2022 Never thought I see a way through But I'm still here man My nan died in 2022 My pop also died last year But then I found self improvement I found music I started making music I had and have haters to this day but I know exacetly where I'm headed I'm coming out the other side no matter what I refuse to be weak I refuse to average You will never see someone like me ever again I'm only 15 sure But I will build a nation so powerful and great Watch us grow man I can't wait to see all of you on tour I want to make my dad My mentor My pop My nan And my dog proud And I will one day I promise I will never stop working I will make you guys proud Watch me That's right! My life has so much meaning I'm the prime example of what happens When you don't accept defeat and face these demons God puts his strongest soldiers through the hardest battles For a reason! I told Peter on his deathbed that I will make it I told him that this song is for him And I will face it He squeezed my hand and now I know that I can not escape it This song is so much more then just words I just can't explain it! God tell me what I'm doing here Just tell me what I'm doing here I don't wanna live in any fear Just tell me what I'm doing here God tell me what I'm doing here Just tell me what I'm doing here I don't wanna live in any fear Just tell me what I'm doing here Just tell me mhm Just tell me I just wanna know I just wanna know Why I am So alone God But i'll make it I'll make it I'll Make it