Kept A Nine

Lot of shit that I kept in I probably should of said nigga Don't be trying to look alive if u gon' end up dead nigga My li'l shorty homicidal so she keep a lead wit her Don't get blood all in yo' dreads trying to get ahead nigga And it's f*ck how u feelin' im trying to get some bread with ya If we cant get to the money we don't make sense nigga I was down low bummy ain't even have a cent nigga Got a pack and was juggin' out where my mama rent nigga Lot of shit i kept inside yeah i kept a nine Couldn't sleep cause i was hungry lot up on my mind yeah Lot of shit i kept inside yeah i kept a nine Couldn't sleep cause i was hungry got up on my grind yeah Lot of shit i kept inside when my brother died, we ain't have direction I got caught up wit my niggas start bangin' for our protection I was brought up with them niggas that's slangin' so they can flex and Really wasn't even kill'as but play me and and we gon' stretch em Never felt no affection by lookin at my reflection I can tell its me against the world juggin' from my connection Never had a collective the judged me for my complexion Told me light skin outta style i start ballin' from my projections I cried when my mama died prayin' for my dissection Got high and made a move got me locked inside of corrections My nephew was runnin' wild brought a chopper for his collection Thought niggas loved me it was deception Lot of shit that I kept in I probably should of said nigga Don't be trying to look alive if u gon' end up dead nigga My li'l shorty homicidal so she keep a lead wit her Don't get blood all in yo' dreads trying to get ahead nigga And it's f*ck how u feelin' im trying to get some bread with ya If we cant get to the money we don't make sense nigga I was down low bummy ain't even have a cent nigga Got a pack and was juggin' out where my mama rent nigga Lot of shit i kept inside yeah i kept a nine Couldn't sleep cause i was hungry lot up on my mind yeah Lot of shit i kept inside yeah i kept a nine Couldn't sleep cause i was hungry got up on my grind yeah Keepin' it hundred bitch you died when you went and lied, we was cool as f*ck But you got caught up wit yo' loyalty over a couple bucks I got niggas trying to boil me over bitches I fucked I had bitches screamin' spoil me all i wanted was Royalty I went of deep end for understanding my buoyancy My boys ain't see the vision i had and started ignorin' me My choice was in the kitchen was whippin' it to enormities Niggas dead'ed me off i got paper they started mournin' me Normally, i would never ever trust thot And ain't no changin' up the code i'm a hustler that all i got Went from bustin' em down to rocks into bustin' em out the block Thought these niggas loved me till i was caught Lot of shit that I kept in I probably should of said nigga Don't be trying to look alive if u gon' end up dead nigga My li'l shorty homicidal so she keep a lead wit her Don't get blood all in yo' dreads trying to get ahead nigga And it's f*ck how u feelin' im trying to get some bread with ya If we cant get to the money we don't make sense nigga I was down low bummy ain't even have a cent nigga Got a pack and was juggin' out where my mama rent nigga Lot of shit i kept inside yeah i kept a nine Couldn't sleep cause i was hungry lot up on my mind yeah Lot of shit i kept inside yeah i kept a nine Couldn't sleep cause i was hungry got up on my grind yeah