Contain Myself

I've been thinking bout the stuff that lives inside of my head And I've been thinking bout the stuff that I push under my bed I wanna feel that what you say is true but I don't know Which one of us threw the first stone? Where can I really call my home? I just wanted to live alone... But now that everything's so complicated And I love the things that I once hated Why do I keep doing this to myself? It was you who advocated I'm just way too fascinated I'll learn to contain myself I've been feeling like you flipped me upside down And I've been floating six feet up off the ground I've changed a lot this time around Remember when It all made sense You're just the same But now that everything's so complicated And I love the things that I once hated Why do I keep doing this to myself? It was you who advocated I'm just way too fascinated I'll learn to contain myself