Death Worship

In a room, darkenedFull on my suicide notesOn the walls..In the ceiling..Covering the floor..Every corner saying goodbyecursing this worldhailing deathAs I staggerin this worldand the one beyondThe words of the notesForm faces, grotesqueDemonfaces, horned and mockingStaring at meLaughing at meScreaming in my mindElder scripturesTongue of demonsWritten and carvedall over my skinWritten to summonthose creatures in blasphemyDeny Heavenand walk the way to blacknessIn the last momets"odo cicale Qaa; sodorejeIape sodirejo Noro Mada, hoathahe Saitan!"and the demonsrip me apart...