Wait For You

Broken Lying on the floor Shattered, always needing more Fix me I'll try to fix you But what can two different puzzles With so many different missing pieces even begin to do So I'll write this song from my blue wall room Trying to figure out what the hell it is I'm supposed to do Did I try too hard? Did I try enough Was it time or mental health or love or other stuff I'm so tired of waiting for you I've always been here I've abandoned ship, I'm sinking Waiting for a lifeboat to appear So I'll play my song, what's there left to do My two options are to fix myself and wait for you I'm too tired to sleep, too depressed to try Too much of a mess to sit or stand or laugh or cry So I guess I'll wait here for you I'm here every day I'll try not to hurt too much Until you come and make it all okay I'll try to tell you how But you can't hear me Can't be alone right now You're nowhere near me I'll try to block it out But it's not working On crushing loneliness My heart is choking So show me the reason you've been away Tell me the reason you won't stay Give me a reason why I shouldn't just walk away I'll try to tell you how But you can't hear me Can't be alone right now You're nowhere near me I'll try to block it out But it's not working On crushing loneliness My heart is choking So show me a reason