aimless

Why I got to chase it Chained to my pacin' Main problem fighting back, in battle bitch I'm aimless And I mastered in temptation Classist motherfuckers tryna lower half my wages Problems linger like your fragrance Got you pasted You fuckin up my chakras on the daily And I miss your conversation I ain't even have to say it I been patient I prolly fuckin lost it so I'll trace it Back to you and black out half the booze I hardly tasted I'm complacent, to tendencies I scribbled 'cross those pages I miss those fuckin' mountains like I missed my graduation I ain't jaded I'm broken down surrounded by the hatred And I'm aimless So break my bones apart to rearrange it F*ck death dividin' , I been slidin' outta savings Then I drop the ball and stumble for I even get to taste it, I can't take it Hear my side I hope And if you tried then you would know In a way I'm scared to die alone Waste your time at home Face the misplacement of my soul And you don't know I need you Now you know I see you So on the wakeup, I fuckin' isolate and get my pay-stub Major depth divider and I'm dying for the taste of Abrasive in my thoughts, and honestly I taste the drugs Take it off and show them people watchin' over how you love It ain't enough My miscommunication fucked it up Now I'm trippin' and your voice is getting distant and I'm stuck Sober up My mental maturating in my cup And my family askin' why I'm always focused in disgust I dig it up I'm pissed to even mention but I must Zonin' out, I'm throwin' pills around til' I'm concussed I'm broke as f*ck I'm broken down and found without no fucks I'm on my f*ck-shit Must've lost my grip I'm outta' touch Must've lost my grip I'm outta' touch Waiting for me baby, gotta tell you give it up I got That fuckin feelin turnin' over all my guts Go with me Waste your time I always knew it would be Over with you Over with you I let it breathe I let it breathe Too good to me Like ya old Rolls-Royce with the stars on the ceiling Questioning all my meaning Focus on development instead of chasin' feelings But I'm feeling so irrelevant and fucking helps me feel it So tell me why I feel I always need you near me But now I finally see it clearly Dip into my body like communion if you feel me Workin' round the clock to pull myself up out my misery Got my body out it, but my mental stuck in Tennessee It's a dream to see you fuckin' happy without me So go and tell me what you need On my knees I regret tryna show you what I see (Show you what I) Open-hearted coping tryna show you how I bleed How I bleed like Tryna show you how I bleed (How I bleed like) But you just show me how I leave How ya mean (Show me how you see, how you mean) What ya mean, what ya mean (What you need, What you see) What ya need, what ya need from me Like what ya need from me