Belief in Life

Father, father, help me You so need me now And what I did for you I don't have your native shoulder Your serious words: "Keep, son, I nearby!" Because it's important to me Because I'm your child You turned away from me My loved and relatives For what you so with me?! I cannot understand! And as though I didn't fought in breast Just I am empty place You don't notice me And you will not begin to know me I fall from the big heights But, nevertheless, I trust in our happiness You beat my soul and almost force has gone Yes, I'm empty Let the naive But beliefs in the life will be more, than at you And let I will continue to itself hands to break I did not lose my mind I'm not going on the knees Let it be what it should Let my tears further flow From this meal rotten I will not die I will be better I will be so, who I am given And us will judge the third from above Let everyone will receive the To what so strongly he aspired And as though I didn't fought in breast Just I am empty place You don't notice me And you will not begin to know me I fall from the big heights But, nevertheless, I trust in our happiness Let all will be just a game Which you so love The day will come The time will come And fucking game will be over Game will be over