Honest

Why can't you be Honest Why couldn't you be Honest Ugh She played the perfect victim An indescribable smile And an earnest grimace I never Could tell who's wrong or who's right she'd flip it The second I got a frame or a final image But I still Gave her devotion And held her while hospitalised Gave her a bed when She didn't have somewhere to lie But nah I guess that don't mean shit This is the moment where you hold your breath Couldn't you be Honest Why couldn't you be Yeah Honest Why couldn't you be Yeah Honest Why couldn't you be Honest Then She spent too long in the lie that she weave She made a dumb call She left a dumb lead Ugh She left a post up for my mate to see Then took it straight down Before I could read The evidence That was evident Proving that I was irrelevant Pretty prevalent that there was nothing left to say Except one more lie to my face It's just a dating app I'm sorry babe I made a mistake Why couldn't you be Honest Why couldn't you be Yeah Honest Why couldn't you be Yeah Honest Why couldn't you be Honest Well It's day ten and I've been Asking myself Was it time well spent All of the Hospital trips and family friends And the Lack of a mention Of what that meant Should I have Made it more clear Tell me how much love until you Just might have said You had enough But for you To turn your eyes while I'm in your bed D'you know the scars that I tore D'you know the feeling I get I'll tell you The feeling you never cared The feeling never the same The feeling I wasted time The feeling rotting my brain The feeling used & abused The feeling you threw away The feeling you'll never know the heart you break Ugh The feeling I wasn't valued The feeling we had no trust The feeling there were no feelings The feeling that I fucked up The feeling I was the problem The feeling I'm shit at sex The feeling that you just used me for the rent Why can't you be Honest Why couldn't you be Yeah Honest Why couldn't you be Honest Why couldn't you be Honest You're not honest you're not