quarter-life crisis

I'm only 20 So why do I feel like I'm dying slowly, waking up restless It's kind of funny The lengths that I go to in order to measure each moment Make the most of the day I'm a little too cautious, saying Make a ripple, just careful they ain't waves Can't disrupt this place But aren't you bored of this Am I gonna spend every minute just trying to save some precious time Leave the light on, when you're gone And I'll be lying here, with eyes glued to my phone 'Cause I ain't sleeping when I'm alone Can someone tell me that I'm fine 'Cause right now I don't really know I don't want to die, but I won't lie I'm not having the best night This shit keeps my head so busy Wondering if we wasted time I seek out comfort But only for long enough to know that my life is worth something Sunset escapes And you tell me, "Stop running, stop running babe," but I Gotta catch up the future is minutes away Oh, tell me I'm okay I swear I'll Leave the light on, when you're gone I'm sick of going out but sick of staying home 'Cause I ain't sleeping when I'm all alone When you tell me I'll be fine That's the only time I really know I don't want to die, but I won't lie I'm not having the best night This shit keeps my head so busy Wondering if we wasted time I live for the feeling Praying to gods in our minds, getting high as the ceiling Remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing Chemicals rush to our heads I used to want to be dead, now I forget Can I just vent, baby? I don't want to die, but I won't lie I'm not having the best night This shit keeps my head so busy Wondering if we wasted time I don't want to die, but I won't lie I'm not having the best night This shit keeps my head so busy Wondering if we wasted time