Its Not Love I'm Just Drunk

Holding myself from being emotional Im Deep in my feels as the usual Its been awhile how you holding up And knowing how you feel i feel bad Cause i Hate to have you feel like its more for us Cause I Know I Know I Know Its Not Love Im Just Drunk Its Not Love Im Just Drunk Its Not Love Im Just Drunk Its so ironic how i call you while I'm drinking But never while I'm sober Shots of whatever telling me this is far from over And the fact that you pick up clarify that we have no closure I meant to f*ck you good never meant to f*ck you over But I was just so caught up in my ways Cause I would want you here but i never would stay Never would settle though i had a good thing Such a good thing but i never would change You called the other day say you moving to Atlanta Just you and yo daughter I wish you thought smarter And never gave notice cause loving me now is harder Im known to cut you deep like a bad barber And I admit it I'm so wrong For treating you like a old song Got the best of you then i moved on But I'm happy you held on so long You just set the mood for this new song Holding myself from being emotional Im Deep in my feels as the usual Its been awhile how you holding up Knowing how you feel i feel bad cause i Hate To have you feel like its more for us Cause I Know I Know I Know Its Not Love Im Just Drunk Its Not Love Im Just Drunk Its Not Love Im Just Drunk