Atrophy

Cast your spells! I don't want to be me anymore. You know me well and lord knows I don't want to know when you looked at me, the things that you saw. Cast your stones! I'll just pray that you aren't aiming them at me anymore. I don't know. I think I think too much, so stop me now if I'm not making sense. Am I singing too loud? We'll play this out easy, I'll smile when you see me. If you look inside the first thing you find will be Always out of place, keep looking backwards so scared of change. I'm afraid that I've become afraid of every sentence that I read and every word you speak. I'll climb back inside, oh, atrophy! I have found I have no common ground with every person that I meet, and even parts of me. My doubts a cancer, it's killing me! Don't tell my ego I'm losing control, I don't know who I am, I don't know what I want to be.more than left alone. Always out of place, keep looking backwards so scared of change I'm tired of being myself, I'm old enough to know now I'm not doing well. It's never been easy to tell, you know me well. You know me well. I'm so tired of being myself, I'm old enough to know now I'm not doing well. It's never been easy to tell, you know me well. You know me well."