Adolescence

Mind of a man Man of destruction Niggas afraid to shake my hand when we talking in public I know I'm rough But i hate to discuss it I take broken pen to the pad And i write some shit when I'm mad But i rise above it Since a youngin i kept it silent You see how I'm living I kept it quiet avoid the violence And i was a shy nigga Not one for the talking I'm always thinking the bigger picture I'm tired of tripping And now I'm buzzing I sit to myself Never one for asking for help I think to myself Who discussing all of they problems I'm moving in silence But I'm sharing some of my guidance Its bad but I'm smiling Think of shit My older brother Not really my brother Haven't seen him since i was younger And now he's a father Even better ain't meet the momma And they got a toddler Very sorry wont get to meet ya I'm swiping my visa I hope that he feed ya Get to see ya You miss him Me neither But Back to sharing messages Me I'm a poet I been rapping just on a low So that no one would know it I just hated myself Never talking I'll let ya handle it Me I'm a dreamer I just never had all the confidence Pointing the finger I just needed someone to listen Or check my demeanor Cause my mind Is always moving, but lately I'm cruising Started writing, got into to music The timing confusing I feel like I'm loosing all my thoughts Cause this beat is so soothing Used hit me and show me love Now that shit is amusing On a planet Yea on a globe Where they give you an issue When they killing all of ya partners Then give you a tissue I fear that I'm riding Doing 70 really like 30 Where them robbers That's where the badges Be stopping me early But i gotta keep on my tunes A mistake I'm making a move In seconds i loose my life And it end on the news Look at me now Feeling me now You can see me Just from the crowd You asking me how You can tell me we went to school And you asking me how Never told me that you can rap Now you moving around So how Please excuse me What do i owe you And no i don't know you Get the picture Then don't deliver Like where is my soul food Niggas told me don't want beef So they go to the tofu Or they told me to learn my lesson But no i don't do school CamQuarter or call me Quarter Gaining my confidence Yea I'm blowing like a recorder Then f*ck on ya daughter Probably not in that order Please give me a second Give me time i need some reflection Its cool that you check in Lyrics that turn to weapons And spray em like Armageddon The Battle of Good and Evil But who deciding your presence Just remember me as a star And stay in ya hearts Way I'm moving I'm going far And topping the charts