Go Back

I would give it all just to go back Nowadays we go to malls and blow a whole rack But I do not need none of that I want my soul back Said I would give it all just to go back I would give it all just to go back Nowadays we go to malls and blow a whole rack But I do not need none of that I want my soul back I would give it all just to go back Back then I would leave the crib And go ride the bike in the culdesac Now I'm dealing with depression and I can't suppress it Wish I never grown to that Wish a nigga ain't even rap Wish a nigga wasn't even me Wish a nigga was a kid again See my brother on the TV screen Wish I didn't have to look in the mirror and see a evil me Wish I didn't have all these thoughts when i'm tryna go to sleep in peace Wish I didn't have to prove myself till the day they say R.I.P Said I was neglecting the present now my past is haunting me I been on the road too much I don't know what's home to me Is you gone leave me again Cause you ain't been phoning me The girl I swore that I loved Was fucking the niggas thats cloning me Smoking on weed too strong for me I don't want to think I'll run from my problems On a full moon, crack a full case of liquor to help me dissolve em' Know that's not how you solve those problems But it's all a nigga has known What's the point of talking to shrink When this pain help a nigga make songs I really know I'm doing wrong but I swear I just can't quit Get mad at the world, mad at the fam, then a nigga start to trip After that can't even say sorry Cause my pride getting in the way What the f*ck I even got pride for when I hate me either way Yeah this money good but I'm in pain Guess I'm really crying to the bank You don't how a nigga feel And all the shit that a nigga think And God I'm truly grateful And I know it's all a test But I been thuggin it out so long So I got to get this off my chest I would give it all just to go back Nowadays we go to malls and blow a whole rack But I do not need none of that I want my soul back I would give it all just to go back I would give it all just to go back Nowadays we go to malls and blow a whole rack But I do not need none of that, I want my soul back I would give it all just to go back 2020, I was outside always hanging with the guys 2024, in the crib more staring looking at the sky Adversity coming around me, ever since my brother was hit Now the only thing to do, is to make sure, me and my brothers rich