What Happened Last July?

Anxiety's been killing me but i'm still gone say i'm okay I thought that I was getting better but really i'm staying the same We break up, then make up, yeah you would come back again I said i'm so hurt then I invited you in I don't know who to depend on, thinking when I was loved baby it's been long You showed up, I poured up, I put my heart in this cup These days we don't talk because you don't give a f*ck I knew you lied when I looked you in your eyes, and all of this happened to me last July Baby we been through it all, if we could talk, I would call and i'd say I miss you I admit it, but I can live without you A problem that you always had is everything about you, can you tell bout your values? Do you have some in the first place, I loved you with my whole heart then we ended in the worst way I don't wanna argue with you, but i'll get my point across I don't wanna love you no more, baby all those feelings lost You the reason I am who I am, and why I cannot change Used to be thinking about you, I clear my thoughts in this Range We break up, then make up, yeah you would come back again I said i'm so hurt then I invited you in I don't know who to depend on, thinking when I was loved baby it's been long You showed up, I poured up, I put my heart in this cup These days we don't talk because you don't give a f*ck I knew you lied when I looked in your eyes, and this all happened to me last July Yeah, everything done changed You was posed to be my rider but you end up switching lanes and it's driving me insane I smoke and drink so I forget and hope it cures the pain And I hope you feel ashamed I can't lie girl you hurt me, it all goes through my head I like to take these percy's, until I end up dead Didn't think you would desert me after all those things you said What happened last July, that is something that I dread Yes I been reminiscing, even though I know I shouldn't I started doing better even when you said I couldn't You said you'd never leave, and I believed that you wouldn't Now i'll open some doors that you will never put your foot in We break up, then make up, yeah you would come back again I said i'm so hurt then I invited you in I don't know who to depend on, thinking when I was loved baby it's been long You showed up, I poured up, I put my heart in this cup These days we don't talk because you don't give a f*ck I knew you lied when I looked you in your eyes, and all of this this happened to me last July