I Failed

(Never wanted this, n-n-never wanted this) (Never wanted this, n-n-never wanted this) (Never wanted this, n-n-never wanted this) (Never wanted this, n-n-never wanted this) I still have love for him, and I always will (Never wanted this, n-n-never wanted this) Tough luck bro, like I know for a fact that he's gonna come running back eventually (Girl, I never wanted this) Girl you said I'd want you back (girl, you said I'd want you back, nah, nah) Baby girl, well I Here I am I want you back (here I am, I want you back) What's keeping you from running back? I got way too much on my mind And I know that's not an excuse I lost myself a couple times More than a few, yeah, yeah, yeah Baby girl, I want you back Here I am, I want you back What's keeping you from running back? I want you back, nah, nah, nah And I'll be myself this time I'm all alone There's no one to save me, I'm all alone Theres no one to brace me, now I Remember the words you spoke? When I met you? That call on the phone Yeah, you told me "I've been hurt before... please don't hurt me..." I promise I won't I promised... What did I expect? Cause I got a lotta reasons I should leave Lemme think Well, I got my music I got all these dreams, and I gotta pursue 'em Gotta a lotta things that I believe will bring our love to ruin Girl, I swear I love you, I just do not have the time to prove it Then there's my emotions, first I'm up, then I'm down Then I'm way too in my head and then I end up face down on the ground And when you're wishing you were dead, I'm stuck in my own demon's mouth I can't even see a single reason to keep our feelings now Oh, I can't even see a single reason to keep our feelings now (Can't even see a single rea- Can't even see a single rea-) 'Cause when I broke you, I broke myself, I guess it evened out But I could never fix what's broke, And my mama might've warned me just to hit the road But I'm stubborn as ever Hear me when I say Girl, I'm needing you today, cause Baby girl I want you back (you said I'd want you back, nah, nah) Baby girl, I, here I am, I want you back (here I am, I want you back) What's keeping you from running back? I got way too much-wait, let me stop myself before I say too much, aye (Never wanted this) (Never wanted this, n-n-never wanted this) (Never wanted this, girl, I never wanted this) Baby girl, I want you back Never gonna hurt you bad I could find another one But baby girl I want you back And I want it bad Girl I need you back And God forbid it, didn't listen I'll admit it, I'm a ghost I dropped too many And I lost too many And, I know, I could never make it right But I'll be there day and night, baby girl, just let me try So I can say the things that I didn't say the first time Maybe, baby I can't ever change your mind But I'm feeling sentimental, maybe had a henny, tried to get in rental Driving, I'm on twenty miles until empty And you knew this, you told me I was going down the road to lose it But baby, I made it back this time I swear to God I'll say the things that I didn't say the first time So I could say the things that I didn't say the first time 'Cause when I lost you, I lost myself, and I got nothing now I don't think that you'll text me back And I know I made you promise not to take me back, But I'm broken as ever Hear me when I say I can't make it through the day