i'm tryin'

Only been a few weeks, but it feels like years since I last had your lips on mine So out of my reach, can't do nothing but FaceTime Everything that you speak, darling, your words, there is nothing more divine I won't accept defeat, I just wish we could make time It's a lot, but not enough. I need your love, we pretend it isn't rough But we know better, and I'm calling all your bluffs We push and shove, we keep saying that we're tough But I feel so Caught up in the what ifs Choking cause I'm lovesick, begging God for justice Can't take it, cursing at the blue sky Wondering if it's our time Can't touch you, so you're not all mine But I'm trying Texts aren't sending, status is pending And you're defending me to all our friends We always tend to offend And I know that they hate me because of us Their opinions have never been anonymous Cause I know every word that comes out their mouths It really got around It's a lot, but not enough. I need your love, we pretend it isn't rough But we know better, and I'm calling all your bluffs We push and shove, we keep saying that we're tough But I feel so Caught up in the what ifs Choking cause I'm lovesick, begging God for justice Can't take it, cursing at the blue sky Wondering if it's our time Can't touch you, so you're not all mine But I'm trying La, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm trying La, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm trying La, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm trying La, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm trying I'm tired of saying sorry for feeling ya unnecessary drama Wondering who said this and that It's a weight on my back, but I've tried my best Now I'ma try caring less It's a lot, but not enough. I need your love, we pretend it isn't rough But we know better, and I'm calling all your bluffs We push and shove, we keep saying that we're tough But I feel so Caught up in the what ifs Choking cause I'm lovesick, begging God for justice Can't take it, cursing at the blue sky Wondering if it's our time Can't touch you, so you're not all mine But I'm trying Can't touch you, so you're not all mine But I'm trying La, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm trying Can't touch you, so you're not all mine But I'm trying I'm gonna have to call you back