My Body's Leaking

I prayed every night I prayed every night, prayed to the Lord With every might to get you gone Scars you left Track marks on my heart I said it wouldn't smear You said it wouldn't bleed But now I'm here Mascara running down my cheek You said it's just a shirt I said it, don't you sweat But now I'm here My body's leaking of regret And my body's leaking My body's leaking I was just your interlude I was never anything special to you In your twisted museum of messed up morals You found the worst punishment Made my love immortal You just tossed me away Lost my confidence I turned into prey Now there's lions and there's tigers Snakes that strike, even spiders In the jungle, you threw me in You just left me out to fend When the sun goes down, I'm inside out Bugs on me while I drown in doubt The life that I once knew Is nothing but a haunted house Asleep every night My phone with your name Sitting by my lamplight Haunting every moment it seems It's all a facade All a facade I said it wouldn't smear You said it wouldn't bleed But now I'm here Poisoned, losing sight of me You said "It's just a bite" You said "Don't say goodbye" But now I'm here Dying, under the big light And my body's leaking And my body's leaking