Version of You

I've been at my lowest Since you left the house I thought that I'd never sleep And I'd have my doubts Missin' simple company Is starting a drought Angry over stupid fights Or words that I could shout I find myself jealous of you (jealous of you) Thinkin' of the ways to tell you (ways to tell you) I'm opening up a void Why can't I be like you? Anything you want me to do Struggling to find someone To love me like I love you, baby Why can't I be like you? What have I fallen into? How can I be myself When all I want is to be a version of you Physically and socially I'll never have a chance I look into your precious eyes And fall into a trance Why I do this to myself I don't understand Maybe if I change my mind And shut up in advance I find myself jealous of you Thinkin' of the ways to tell you I'm closing up the void Why can't I be like you? Anything you want me to do Struggling to find someone To love me like I love you, baby Why can't I be like you? What have I fallen into? How can I be myself When all I want is to be a version of you Submerged in water I cannot breathe But nothing compares to when you leave Stuck in the fantasy of being alone Really I just want you to be home Why can't I be like you? Anything you want me to do Struggling to find someone To love me like I love you, baby Why can't I be like you? What have I fallen into? How can I be myself When all I want is to be a version of you