Lifeisalwaysbetterlookingback

Looking back at 23 like where'd those years go Im a couple dollars short as the beer gut grows The years blend more as the time goes by And I wish I could go back to a time when I Had a little ambition and a little more gumption I was clear to mission and wasn't shy at the function It felt like time was in surplus then When I was 18 and having these vivid dreams I guess times were simple in 2012 Yall focused on it ending I focused on living well I'm thinking of new beginnings this city aint treat me well Lets trip to hub city and settle up in Eagles Trail Its crazy to think that i thought i would solve everything Sprinting for away from a home that brought me here today Now I'm out of work and I'm drowning and I got bills to pay But another shot of liquor to my face will keep the mental straight I let instrumentals play Think of what im finna say Might as well go back to bed I should tuck the pen away I'm hardly in the mix these days Hardly see a pic of me I just want a couple good friends that'll stick with me I'll give you my history as long as you are listening I'm always second guessing see I guess i get the best of me My girlfriend said that I'm my own worst enemy I think that's cliche It don't make it not true though I don't wanna say i hate myself But I don't wanna lie Look me in the eye and tell me you're perfect See me as i cry and say it was worth it I just wanna die from how bad that I'm hurting I remember when it was me and you I remember when it was me and them I remember when it was us and the fam It was all way better back then It was all way better back then I see clear in retrospection I see clear in retrospection Cause hindsight's 20/20 get it It's 20/20 get it It's 20/20 get it It's 20/20 get it I see clear in retrospection See clear in retrospection See clear in retrospection I see clear in retrospection It's 20/20 get it It's 20/20 get it It's 20/20 get it It's 20/20 AH!