Broken

I know there were times, I didn't wanna be myself Yeah, I know there were times, I would really hate myself Been a lot of times when I hate myself Remember the days I got put through the hell And I've been shinin' in the dark and you really can't tell I know all my sins that I need to repent Pray to God I be askin' for grace Always talkin' to God, cause I feel so ashamed Poppin' so many pills that didn't go to my brain Gotta cheer the f*ck up, or I might go insane When I sit back and smoke, I remember them times Feelin' so young, I was feelin' alive Now I'm so old, I'm not feelin' alright Take all these drugs, got me out for the night Take all these drugs, got me out for the night Blowin this smoke , got me out for the night F*ck my new shawty, she wanna ride I'm only 17, droppin' these dimes Never been happy, I don't feel alive put emotion inside, I'm takin' the pride Whatever I feel, I just keep it inside Callin' nobody, not ringin' no bell Whatever I feel, I just keep to myself Shit to myself and nobody else They just wanna use me, they call me a trail Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah Oh Yeah, yeah, wait a minute Switch it up Yeah, yeah, run it back I know there were times where I didn't wanna be myself Yeah, no, I know there were times I would really hate myself Been a lot of times that I hate myself Remember the days I got pushed through the hell diamonds shinin' in the dark so you really can't tell I know how this ends, I just need to repent Yeah, I know this is a sad song This will not last long Me and you won't last long Because my past thoughts Gotta make it right today You have to write my past wrongs Take this with me to the grave Yeah, your love might fade away Your love might fade away Cam poppin' on the beat Turn it with the fuckin' heat She tryna let a nigga eat Pull up on you with the heat Chop it really by the heat I know this is a sad song This will not last long Because my past thoughts Gotta make it right today You have to write my past wrong Take this with me to the grave Yeah, your love might fade away fade away (FADE-OUT)