Then I Woke Up

(Ay-ayo Camz! Wha yuh ah deal wit?) Mandem are dealing with all typa sh!t blud Said they aint know 'bout pain... RIP JB let's get into the f*ckin tune! You ain’t know about pain let me show some Had a dream my bro was alive then I woke up. If you ‘ont know about pain then it’s pure luck But they still judge me when they see a n*gga smoke up If you ain’t know about pain, Tryna understand that you won’t ever see your broski again ahhh! If you ‘ont know about pain Going where he died taking trips down that memory lane I swear them thoughts got me going insane So I smoke a bit ah weed hope that sh*t der can numb up my brain I take that strain off my mind pass it straight to my lungs Soon enough I’ll be high as f*ck not zoning on a plane! Tryna fight the loss but there ain’t nothing more to lose Cah I’m picturing my niggas neck - h- from a … I ain’t tryna traumatise the yutes I’m showing them the truth Joke about killing yourself and I might do it now for you! Most n*ggas couldn’t ever rap their soul like this Tears running down my face & I ain’t cutting no onions When I rap real I bring emotion in abundance Suhm like a pirate when I’m stepping wit’ a cutlass Know we tryna cut dem then cut to the dungeons Reopen your wounds wit all this trauma that I come wit’ Ain’t a studio sesh It’s therapy just for me I don’t charge Let me take you on this journey for free Yo! You ain’t know about pain let me show some Had a dream my bro was alive then I woke up. If you ’ont know about pain then it’s pure luck But they still judge me when they see a n*gga smoke up If you ‘on’t know bout pain Tryna understand that you won’t ever see your broski again ahhh! If you ‘ont know about pain Going where he died taking trips down that memory lane Ai! You ain’t know about pain let me show some Had a dream my bro was alive then I woke up. Swear I visualised his face I was so shocked Told me he was back my n*gga why’d you have to lie? For a second in that dream it felt like real fucking life Then I realised I was dreaming in my dream I had to cry & when I woke up First thing I did was probably smoke up I don’t show emotion I just smoke up n I write Yo! Treacherous thoughts … Can’t help but think about the cause Especially becah’ a nigga really don’t know why ! Swear down I thought about this shit like so many times Been through so many spliffs on like so many nights Turned to so many strains I done altered my mind Let out so many tears that I can’t even cry no more Yeah man so my eyes dem ah dry I don’t know how to let go I hold it inside If you can relate then jus' hold up a lighter If you’re holding a wap let it blow in the sky I can’t lie to you and tell you it’ll be alright But one thing that I can say is what might heal you is time I’m still getting there But slowly I might Man I doubt that I will but I still gotta try Man I can’t look back gotta look to the side It’s like I woke up and you jus’ weren’t alive! (You jus’ weren’t alive) #LLJB