The Last of My Kind

I am the last of my kind I am the last of your kind I am the last of any kind I am the last of a kind That only lives on borrowed time I just want to resist I am the last who exists I just want my life to matter I want to try to make things better I just want to paint these walls anew I want to sing this song to you I just want my words to matter I want to be more than just a beggar I don't want to be indifferent To what I've done I don't want to thank For what I don't ask for I don't want to be Held hostage by anguish I don't want to squander Whatever time I've got left Because I am the last of my kind I am the last of your kind I am the last of any kind I know there's a deep hole in my empty heart I know there's bliss in all that i forget I know there's peace in what I forgive I know I am leaving everything behind I know I am past caring by now I know I'll feel whole Some time Some place Some how Because I'm told I am the last of my kind I am the last of any kind