Finding Euphoria

See you slipping into a place You cannot escape it again Continuation of sleep and grief Paralyzed, you keep giving in When will it be enough? What will your mind become When your lungs are dry With a rotting tongue? Time preys on your decay Your pride, your shame, your mortality Find euphoria When you've given up Creeping in like a leech to the blood You've become what destroyed you again Empathy was a luxury You depleted with every breath You can deny it That you're afraid to die alone Find euphoria When you've given up Was it worth it Giving in the control Beneath the surface So afraid to die alone (What are you waiting for?) I can see it now It's too goddamn much to take (What are you waiting for?) Find euphoria (What are you waiting for?) When you've given up (What are you waiting for?) Was it worth it? Giving into control Beneath the surface That's where the pain is that you let go