Grotesque

MonstrousMy thoughtsRevolting visions, carnageBloodbathMy dreamGore soakedMy handsHallucination, or realI wieldThe bladeGrotesque...mind...grotesqueVisionsMurderSee myself slashing, the throatsVictimsMy friendsHorrorMy crimesFiendish memory, did iKill themI must knowDid i kill them?Life long friendCut off his headHow can this be i butchered themWhy would i slaughter them?Who gave me this knife to kill themWith, how could i chop them up?Survey my massacreFragments of my comrades carpetThe ground belowI want to escapeStab myself suicide wake me up and set me free[solo: pat]Grotesque...mind...grotesqueDid i kill them?Did i kill them?