All This

I've lived through all this all alone I've done and feared everything alone My own wickedness tore me apart I fell to my knees as the truth pierced my heart I'm freezing, my teeth are clattering The gleam in my teary eyes is shattering I'm seeking through the shelves with devotion To pass the time but its mouth's wide open With its sharp teeth time's gnawing at me It rips and tears into me... won't let me be Seemed an eternity, the days that passed I've accepted what being human is about I have sinned and I have cried out I've hidden behind the mask of my fake self I've broken my self-esteem, I've lied to myself