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How do I get this bread? How can I get this life? Do I have to cry to the lord then get on my knees and beg? How should I build with strength? How do I drip with sweat? How can I take this stress off my neck and my chest and my shoulders? Last year I was losing focus Now they see me whipped with a blacked out lotus But its all in my in my mind On my grind like all of the time One beat and a pen The lord on my side But I don't believe in God I'm not blind So I have to believe in myself and my dreams How could I live my life like a fiend for something only I can achieve? Look for support but I know that it's me That answers the questions Like a kid in school who's answering back for a laugh in detention It's fucked these days They draw for a weapon Sparks in a lesson Gunshots everywhere, life's hard and depressing My bars are a message I wanna live large Most of all I wanna fix this world or we gan regret it Oh Shit There's doubt How can I do this and how can I do that? If I stick to my grind like blue tack I can do anything How could I lose at This thing here that we live called life Check my surroundings I've never seen knives Never done crime so my life's not trife Problems somehow shine through my rhymes So I sing fi mi song Pass me the phone I can write my wrongs Down on notes just to right my wrongs I was riding high till I drowned in funds In my dreams 20 so I'm childish but I don't give a f*ck I hoping with luck I can open up The game Switch lanes I'm a broken truck Cause I Got the capacity Run this shit like an athlete Something's trapping me Holding me back from my health like too many calories Built for this life Made in the factory They just chat to me But they're shook Headphones on when you open my book Look in my heart see the pain in my blood I crave for the funds like a fucked up crook Who robs And steals No guns Don't kill Spill my blood for the funds and appeal so me and my bros can feast on a meal Feel fulfilled with myself cause I'm real and I also rap but I don't want a deal and I don't think I need one How does it feel? To bring me down when it's mountains I build How do I get this bread? How can I get this life? Do I have to cry to the lord then get on my knees and beg? How should I build with strength? How do I drip with sweat? How can I take this stress off my neck and my chest and my shoulders? Last year I was losing focus Now they see me whipped with a blacked out lotus But its all in my in my mind On my grind like all of the time One beat and a pen The lord on my side But I don't believe in god I'm not blind So I have to believe in myself and my dreams How could I live my life like a fiend for something only I can achieve? Look for support but I know that it's me That knew from the start that things fall apart but in 019 I was trapped in a way Lust in my heart and sex on my mind made a self-inflicted latch on my brain Packs of the haze Packrastanation Procrastinating when I chat to Satan Fact is basic That I'm back Caspars back on the track to attack But How could I be back if I never was here? How do I shine in the dark like moncler? Hard at the start write bars no progress 017 Fucked up So stressed How's there streets full of empty houses In the uk When there's so many homeless Ay BJ switch up your focus The way this country's run is bogus But how How can I breathe when I drown? How could I live my life for the clout when I hate it it ain't what Caspars about? I'm doing this properly Top 3 With the broccoli I Beg them man to try stop me You don't wanna send them shots to the top, won't stop till I'm locked with the gwop just watch me