Fucked Up Feelings

Takin' lots of drugs but I'm feelin' A-OK This is goodbye, should I let go Gave up on me from the get-go Takin' more drugs to make my heart whole But I know I'm never getting back the love you stole Takin' lots of drugs but I'm feelin' A-OK They help forget the memories, sorrow and the pain All my insecurities are drivin' me insane Fell a little deeper, nothing ever goes my way All these fucked up feelings are goin' through my head Livin' in a coffin, cause I always think I'm dead Empty feeling, act like you don't even care Heart is broken, this shit isn't fair Never wanna go and talk it out My heart feel like it's really poppin' out The devil got location of my fuckin' house Know I'm never happy, not like Mickey Mouse I need to fly, fly, fly, fly, get away Every time I try, try, try, make mistakes She the one that lied, lied, lied to my face Makin' me cry, cry, cry every day And I don't know what to do, don't know where to go It's a shame I was thinkin' that she could've been the one Now I end up as a casualty, stole my heart, she robbin' me Mortal Kombat and she killed me, that's fatality Takin' lots of drugs, but I'm feelin' okay They help forget the memories, sorrow and the pain All my insecurities are drivin' me insane Fell a little deeper, nothing ever goes my way All these fucked up feelings are goin' through my head Livin' in a coffin, cause I always think I'm dead Empty feeling, act like you don't even care Heart is broken, this shit isn't fair Wanna let go and move into the future My heart is wasted, I'ma throw it in the sewer Could've been your hero, but I know I'm not that super Just a broken, drug-addicted loser Fucked up in the head, after all the shit you've said I know that you don't show it, but you really want me fuckin' dead Don't worry, almost there, never getting anywhere The demons always watchin', but for me, I see them everywhere But I party all night, just to get my mind straight Powder on the low, get a ball, I make it eight She already know that she got it done her way Didn't wanna end, but there's nothing I can change Takin' lots of drugs, but I'm feelin' A-OK They help forget the memories, sorrow and the pain All my insecurities are drivin' me insane Fell a little deeper, nothing ever goes my way All these fucked up feelings are goin' through my head Livin' in a coffin, cause I always think I'm dead Empty feeling, act like you don't even care Heart is broken, this shit isn't fair