Suicidal Heartbreak (feat. malloy)

It's like I'm up into outer space Xannies to heal the pain Addiction to cocaine Lost my soul along the way This a suicidal heartbreak, nothing going my way Dark thoughts tell me I ain't worth a damn thing Black out no pain, after what she told me Heart aches when I think about the old days Wanna let go but I can't right now Still think it will turn around Choking on my words I was left dumbfound Flying so high hope this never comes down Yeah, I been lucid dreaming Yeah, only see my demons Woah, say that it is over No, I don't want it over Poppin' pills for the thrills but I get the chills Devil used her soul just so he could make a deal How could I be wrong? Didn't see it all along Now I'm left all alone with my demons and my thoughts This a suicidal heartbreak, nothing going my way Dark thoughts tell me I ain't worth a damn thing Black out no pain, after what she told me Heart aches when I think about the old days Wanna let go but I can't right now Still think it will turn around Choking on my words I was left dumbfound Flying so high hope this never comes down Flyin' so high in the galaxy Said nothing just abandoned me Still crying, myself to sleep No place that is safe for me Just bring the drugs, we gon' party all night Just bring the drugs, get her off of my mind No one to love, better luck next time That's not the point, she shoulda been my wife Shoulda, woulda, coulda, I can't let her go What will happen next? Nobody knows Live a short life, perhaps overdose One day she my lover than the next she a foe This a suicidal heartbreak, nothing going my way Dark thoughts tell me I ain't worth a damn thing Black out no pain, after what she told me Heart aches when I think about the old days Wanna let go but I can't right now Still think it will turn around Choking on my words I was left dumbfound Flying so high hope this never comes down