Eternal Descent

Awaiting the arrivalOf serenity lostSelf pushed far awayExistence bleak if notThis bleak eternityHas you in its holdNow you break awayAll you see is blackDisturbing flashbacks of lifeStare into your eyesA shadow of your former selfReality only fantasizedAttempt to break away fromThis harsh voidTrapped in a world of painMisery at every turnAbsorbed into throes of bitternessPulled down into this eternal decent