I Never Feel Alright

I'm really unhappy But I don't know why See people my age out living life While I stay inside My mom doesn't get it But she hears me cry I told her tomorrow I'll be ok But she knows I lie If I could Find a way out of this world right now If the Pain in my brain would disappear right now If i was anybody else would i be here Right now If i could bottle up instead of breaking down Maybe I'd be strong enough to leave this house If i didn't walk away would you be here Right now Oh I'm alone I did it all again And i know That people go through shit But f*ck you for saying one step at a time And f*ck you for saying that i'd be alright Still alone Not getting easier So just go Don't wanna hear these words F*ck you for saying one step at a time Cause i always try but i never feel alright Na na i never feel alright Na na i never feel alright Na na i never feel alright I'm drowning in sadness When i know how to swim It's like i'm comforted by the feeling of My lungs getting thin It's not getting better I just want to cry I don't wan't to spend my whole damn life Wanting to die If I could Find a way out of this world right now If the Pain in my brain would disappear right now If i was anybody else would i be here Right now If i could bottle up instead of breaking down Maybe I'd be strong enough to leave this house If i didn't walk away would you be here Right now Oh I'm alone I did it all again And i know That people go through shit But f*ck you for saying one step at a time And f*ck you for saying that i'd be alright Still alone Not getting easier So just go Don't wanna hear these words F*ck you for saying one step at a time Cause i always try but i never feel alright Na na i never feel alright Na na i never feel alright Na na i never feel alright