Diphtheria

No one told me I'd be everything you hate, something to look down on Outgrown and desolate Combine all the anesthetic, you can't cure consensu This infection has overthrown even your best of senses This is fucked up, and you know it, holding me accountable for things I'd never dream of and you need to Show it The truth, and the way you looked at me when you said forever Took my shell, crushed my insides and hoped to dismember, my thoughts And everything I hoped to Remember, inside this cold house in this damn fucking weather, left to wonder why we are this way It must've been the disease that claimed your heart that very day Unaware, that it has, taken hostage (Of my insides) I climb the ladder to find what shouldn't matter, too find some insight (As to what has happened) My body's burning, mind is melting, can't control my senses There is no way to help myself, drowning in your so called help I can't find the words to say to you, all I think of is, "Oh, f*ck you too" So don't come to me with your disease You will do nothing but displease, everyone and everything Surrounding and drowning, in your illness, cleanse the sickness Go to impress, 12 false witnesses I won't come to you, you won't come to me, so how am I supposed to be relieved I won't come to you, you won't come on me How am I supposed to be, free from your enormity How am I supposed to be, free from your judgment that's always destroying me Don't come to me with your excuses, I don't care where your proof is You can't justify your actions They said you could live without consequences The only person you care about is yourself, fucked up and placed back on the storage shelf The shit you spew from your mouth, will rot you inside out You're filled with cancer, and it's so, obvious Words only dance around your ears to make statements There is no way to help myself, drowning in your so called help I can't find the words to say to you, all I think of is, "Oh, f*ck you too" So don't come to me with your disease, you will do nothing But displease, everyone and everything Surrounding and drowning, in your illness, cleanse the sickness Go to impress, 12 false witnesses Scared to grow old, but I'd hate to die young Terrified of the people who I am among So I want you to tell the truth Stop this lying, you think we don't see through you