Harbouring Hope

Counting down all the steps towards your door I've been around this place before Still it seems so different to me No hope, no love can save a broken heart like yours You abdicate in my darkness Pick me up like a fallen leaf that dies Place me inside your favorite book to dry Better off on the blinds Better off in my longing Dare to be by your side And surrender to nothing Better off on the blinds Tire off my lamenting Dare to meet my demise And surrender my heart and soul to you And yet I yield I think I'm trapped inside this mess I think I'm slowly going mad As I decrease I'm cast away inside your bed Another one to fill your pride As you proclaim you're rather mean No room for me inside I know that You pick me up like a fallen leaf that dies Place me inside your favorite book to dry Better off on the blinds Better off in my longing Dare to be by your side And surrender to nothing Better off on the blinds Tire off my lamenting I know, I know, all I know You're gonna f*ck me up, f*ck me up again I am to blame for all that I am I am to blame for all that I am You pick me up like a fallen leaf that dies Place me inside your favorite book to dry Better off on the blinds Better off in my longing Dare to be by your side And surrender to nothing Better off on the blinds Tire off my lamenting Dare to meet my demise And surrender my heart and soul to you